Creative writing

It's funny because I go through a week where I can't write anything, and then out of no where it just floods out. It's to the point where I can't stop thinking, and I can't stop writing. It's painful either way. Not being able to write keeps me up at night. It feels like I have sandpaper for eyelids. But when I just write and write and write it makes me slightly uncomfortable. How can someone have so many thoughts all in one spot? I never know where to put them. It's half easier typing them, but then again it's weird having everything on the internet. Anyone can read them, not that anyone does. But its the fact that once I delete them, they're never really gone for good. And here I am, at another thought that's irrelevant.